This year has been a really rough one, almost unbearable really! In September of 2015 I lost someone dear to me, someone precious, that can never be replaced.
Moving on has been a battle that seems to be still holding me hostage. There is not a day I can move forward without feeling like I am moving two step backwards.
Thinking last night I really need to make goals to move forward in 2017. It is time for me to take that next step forward no matter how hard it is. To be honest I know I don’t want to. Letting go is hard, to be honest it is the hardest trial I have yet to face.
Without moving on I haven’t been able to truly enjoy life. I haven’t lived my fullest at all this year. I am having to rebuild myself and find the new me from underneath this pain I carry.
So goodbye 2016 and Hello 2017.